I realize I need to know a certain number of things about hooves, as a horse owner. I know I need to pay attention to my horse and know him so that if something is wrong, I can pick it up. I didn’t go to farrier school or vet school and I definitely don’t have years of experience looking over every square inch of dozens of hooves every day.
I don’t even know what to say now. I’m so flustered, upset, worried and frustrated. Not to mention, I feel guilty and stupid. Part of me thinks I should have known. But part of me realizes that maybe I shouldn’ve have known (see paragraph one). I mean, the trainer and my fellow boarders never said anything. For the most part, they are all way more experienced than I am. Clearly, if they’d seen what I’m seeing now, they would have said something.
Basically, I think my farrier effed-up my horse. I just hope that it’s temporary and there is no long-term damage as a result to the crappy farrier-work I’ve been provided. And to think that I’ve actually paid someone to screw-up my horse. To the tune of about $500. I can only imagine what it’s going to cost to fix him.
But, more than anything, I feel so bad. You’re supposed to care for your horse and I’ve pretty much thrown him under the bus on this. I’m irritated at myself for not having the vet out sooner, someone who maybe could have pointed out the obvious. But, I’ve been such a helicopter horse parent over the past year, I just thought I was over-reacting again. Plus, with everything else, the potential ulcers and the chiropractic problems, I guess my plate was full.
I had pretty much figured the leg issue was the result of his farrier. I’ve started to call other farriers, based on recommendations, and they want photos. So, I took some and once I looked at them on my computer screen, I saw the obvious. The photos are here. Can you see it?
So, I called the vet and received two recommenations. One of the recommendations is a man who is disliked by two people I know personally and liked by one. The other, I Googled, has a MySpace page and says, and I quote, “Even though I’m a farrier, I don’t like horses.” So, I highly doubt he’d have my horse’s best interests in mind. Weird. Don’t want to deal with it. Plus, to be in your late forties with a MySpace? I dunno . . .
There are two other farriers I’m speaking with. One is the barn owner’s farrier who seems knowledgable, but I have yet to speak with him. The other is someone I’ve been playing phonetag with and seems knowledgeable. I know someone personally who likes him as a farrier, just not as a person.
The vet comes out on Thursday and I’m going to get her view. I know she is bringing her x-ray equipment and I also know it’s a good idea to have radiographs to see bone angles and so the farrier has a guide rather than flying blind. Once I have her thoughts and diagnosis, then I’ll speak more with the farriers. And I guess we’ll just go from there.
I love my horse, I really do. And, as far as horses go, I waver between seeing them as a pet and as a sport. I guess that is good — on one hand I won’t treat him like a dog and spoil him but on the other hand, I have empathy and won’t dump him at the auction if he breaks down on me. But, in purchasing a horse off the track and even a thoroughbred, I often feel like I have bitten off more than I can chew. I can certainly handle him (99% of the time, anyway) as he really is a level-headed horse, but his needs are killing me, financially and emotionally. It’s always something with him! He’s only ten and I often wonder when he’s going to have to go into retirement. And, when he does go into retirement, due to being so high-maintenance, there is no way I can afford a second horse. Sometimes I think I should have gotten a foundation bred quarter horse or foundation Appaloosa. Or maybe, a hearty pony.
Well . . . TGIF, anyway.
I’m super sore from working out, but it feels good. The Ballys downtown reeks like BO, but I got used to it after 20 minutes or so. Unfortunately I could smell it on my sweatshirt all the way home since I’d put it in a locker during my workout.
My best friend moved back to town from Seattle and lives within walking distance of my house as of today. She has been wanting to move back for years to be closer to her family and old friends. Her job kept promising her a relocation and then something would come up and they’d put it off. This went on for at least two years. Finally, they said they were ready to open up shop down here and I got the excited call that she would be moving back in three weeks. She called today to let me know that she’s moved in . . . and that she got laid off.
I am taking E to the OHSET meet at Mt. Hood Equestrian Center on Saturday. We’ll sit through that for a few hours, then head out to the barn. On Sunday I have two people trying my hunt seat saddle. I sure hope it sells. With this latest situation, I can really use the cash.